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This "cuteness attack" layout is so cute it scares me. I do find it very amusing, though, that I can change the cat's expressions, so I think I'll leave it up for a bit.

Even if the flowers and pink kind of make me want to go spastic and kill something. ;)

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Dammit. I know Bruce just said not 10 minutes ago that he'll always love me, but it's not registering at all. Something's changed. Today, something--I felt awkward. I didn't know what to say to him. And I was almost crying all the way back home in the car.

And he didn't notice. And I didn't bring it up.

And I don't know what to do. I don't care what he says--I feel so ... alone. Isolated.

Why this?

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And here I am pouring out my heart to Todd, as if Todd cares. But I can't stand to be silent. I can't just let our silence drive Bruce and I apart.

It hurts ... it hurts.

Damn, sometimes I swear I never should have gotten myself involved.